so, today i hung out at zachary's house. i don't know why but the whole time i felt freaked out, for some reason i feel like it is a possiblity i am not the right person for zach. i am nervious he might want someone better. i almost don't feel good enough for him, shoud i? i don't know anymore. we've been together for over a year and all of a sudden i feel too not enough for him. i love him, i know i can't ever see myself without him. grah i don't know what to do maybe i will go lay in bed and wait for him to call. and tell him i love him and act like nothing is the matter.yeah so i'm going to go. he'll comfort me when i spill the milk. if i cry too hard.would he leave [what if the milk was my life.]